http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OoA0cTC228M

Everything is pretty weird right now.

I love you.

Things worked out a little bit, maybe.

So a lot of the music I have is associated with some period of time in my life (the rest are associated with a very specific feeling and situation).

My Casper & The Cookies Pandora station is spring semester '09

mc chris is fall semester 08

The Get Up Kids is freshman year of high school

Belle and Sebastian is sophomore year of high school

Passion Pit is winter '08

Cap'n Jazz and Braid are winter '09

pretty much the only thing I listen to that I don't associate with a time period is Reggie and The Full Effect (actually, Your Boyfriends Hate Me always reminds me of rain and monsoon season).

I guess this summer is Blink 182? Dude Ranch, to be precise. I listened to Blink 182 waaaaay more this summer than I ever did in high school/middle school. I don't know how to feel about that.

Erik just gave his two weeks' notice.

I'm so excited I'm going to vomit.

I cooked again today!

It turned out good!

Maybe the eggs from yesterday were a fluke.

And that ghee I thought I messed up was cured after a night in the fridge! It's got the perfect color now and it doesn't smell burnt anymore. I'm gonna make halwa tomorrow, and fry up some more paneer (this time with cumin).

I can't make everything good, but at least I can always eat well.

I have been cooking lots lately.

it has been like the first real conversation erik and i have had

i wish we could have had it in person, and i could have hugs afterwards

we are both very insecure people, perhaps

i think i worry about magic the way some girlfriends worry about porn

anyway, we are disgusting and say i love you in klingon

After the worst move out experience, I am home for a week.

I like to not worry and be taken care of sometimes.

I don't actually know how excited I am to live like a real person. I certainly don't want to drive like a real person. Driving by myself is like one continuous heart attack. It's very stressful and I like to avoid it.

I guess I am sort of excited for class. I am mainly happy that I don't have to deal with these particular ones over the real school year.

I am also glad to have time to waste without feeling guilty.

this winter break has been far better than last year's, despite only getting my laptop back today.

I guess it really helps that Erik wants to talk to me this year >_<

I dunno, I guess it makes sense.

Last year, we'd only been dating for a couple months, so I really didn't have a whole lot of business being so clingy. This year, though, I guess it's been a year and a couple months since we were an item. It makes sense that things would change. I feel more comfortable around him, and I don't feel (as) guilty when I ask him for things.

I like him a lot.